I'm miserable and lonely today and trying really hard not to convey it to Chris in New York. It's cold and it gets dark early and I hate hate hate eating alone, but there's nothing to be done. Thank heaven for the dog. Lisa and Mike stopped by last night which helped break up the night. Right now I am looking at another long night alone and feeling sorry for myself. I had been hoping Chris would skip out of New York to be home for dinner tomorrow night, but that's not to be as he has plans with a former colleague. Shit. Guess I'll see him Thursday night.